I'm stirred by my own rhetoric! "Nice!" I think to myself, but I can see her attention has slipped away.
I had, however, said the thing she needed to hear -- that people are working to keep nuclear midnight from happening. She sees me working to do so, too. She sees me suiting up for another frigid session of sign-holding at General Dynamics, the fourth largest weapons-maker in this country with a huge complex in our neighborhood in Connecticut. She sees me coming home from a long organizing meeting. She knows I have some of the answers to the questions that her tidy brain can't quite yet put into words. She thinks I've got things under control, so she snuggles closer to me and goes back to worrying about her friend's flu shot warning, or where she left her library card and what she's going to wear to school tomorrow that will be warm, cute, and not too matchy.
Of course, I don't have it under control. I can all too easily spin out into an anxiety attack if I don't continue to anchor myself to that little speech I made to Madeline, reminding myself of the real work people are doing to make this world a more bearable place.
The International Campaign to Abolish Nuclear Weapons is engaged in the steady work of adding nations to the Treaty on the Prohibition of Nuclear Weapons, while continuing to build a global consensus for disarmament. Ira Helfand and the Back from the Brink network are working on public education, movement building, and the excruciating but important task of trying to get congressional legislation passed to prevent nuclear war. Leona Morgan and many other indigenous activists are working to protect the environment, halt uranium mining, and win compensation for "downwinders" from what were once nuclear testing sites. Makoma Lekalakala and other international activists are mobilizing to oppose nuclear proliferation, resist the mining of uranium, and deal with other affronts to our world and health. Don't Bank on the Bomb is leading the effort of individuals, organizations, and financial groups to divest from nuclear industries. And all of that work is indeed yielding dividends!
So, I refuse to let myself be scared. And so should you.
We have to keep talking about, writing about, and organizing against nuclear weapons -- not at the expense of all the other work that so desperately needs to be done right now in this dread-inducing world of ours, but to preserve at least those 85 seconds for our children and grandchildren.
Copyright 2026 Frida Berrigan
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