This is also a question for me that if this pain is severe then why I am alive and posting diaries and articles in the newspapers and news sites. Actually I am a servant of the pen and this is the reason I have been using my pen for my survival. I have also been fighting the war, but that is not with the sword. I have been using my pen in this war.
I am a normal person and can survive without food for many days. But actually my children are still young. Whenever I feel that they are hungry I start hue and cry. I do not know whether I have been committing crime or sin, but sometime my aim is just earning bread for my children. Whenever I feel that my wife Fatima is feeling pain I start hue and cry as I do not want to lose her. Actually this is my desire to die before the death of Fatima. Actually she is really a pure woman. She will be facing hardship, but still there will be smile on her face.
Now again I am feeling some problems as again the rulers are using all their resources to eliminate me. Actually they are afraid of removing me physically as at the moment I am famous character, but they have again closed door of employment on me.
Now I am just using my pen for winning the confidence of my friends. Actually I am not a good writer and this is the reason that I failed to convey my message in a proper way, but still I am struggling. I shall be struggling till the death. I shall be the servant of my pen till the death. I want to prove that pen is more powerful than the sword.
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