Yesterday my Best friend Muslim Murtaza rung me on my cell no and told me that why your are using drugs for intoxication, your sexual relations with Women as informed to him by my brothers. This was great shock for me because i never even think to involve in these kind of activities and relations.
My brothers assumption based on my weakness and out look but i can not understand how a family member can claim about a person who is very clear in his personality and thoughts. I remeber those days when my elder brother called upon me and asked for suggestions and advices for resolutions of family matters.
I was fallen in love with a girl during 10th class exame but shortly after that i recover my self and concentrate on my studies and research activities. I never understand the relationships based on family structures and affiliations.
Now a days i am very much frustrated and what to do , i have no idea because my consultative friends are away from me due to their jobs and family matters.
My quaidian friends are also spread in different location due to earn money for family .
Oh God come and help me not in spiritual terms but as my friend and Human to feel my pains and sorrows how human suffer from them.



