When I pray to the ancestors
I am not praying to my grandfather
Although he might be included.
Ancestors includes everyone who lived before us,
They include guardian spirits I have never met.
But the hard part for most folks to wrap their heads around is,
Our ancestors are not just human.
You might not be able to do this,
I mean, to take this in,
But it's like this. (101.)
Our planet is alive.
It is brimful of life,
Even though the human race has
Squeezed it like a sponge
And decimated it's living spirit
In checkerboard fashion,
Basically, made war on nature
And the physical planet,
Intentionally, willfully, mercilessly.
But life, the great spirit of life prevails
As the main wonder of this world.
And that spirit of life which infuses everything,
Is very, very, very old.
It is so old that it is rather meaningless
To think about how old it is.
And it is very good at recycling and renewing its life force.
What is living about this planet
Assumes infinite variety,
But it isn't just biomorphic.
The life of the planet is, indeed, a spirit, an energy
That animates creation.
Is a tree more alive than a rock?
Is a rock more or less alive than a cloud?
This is a moot question
Because with energy,
We are talking about a field.
We are talking about waves, pulses, vibration.
The life-spirit in rocks that are alive to me
Is impossible to measure.
And it vacillates from being animated
To being dormant.
Life on this level requires being receptive
And being willing to fully engage with creation
Which is charged with an animating agency
That has been variously named throughout the ages:
Soul, spirit, elan, the ether, even consciousness.
Whatever we call it, it is what vitalizes the universe.
It flows in and out of everything
And through everything like a subtle wave.
Matter is not solid or inert.
It is energetic and it is vibrating.
The same goes for us.
Sometimes we are animated
Other times our life-force is withdrawn, dormant.
When we are animated by the life-force
We tend to see life
Where we might not have noticed it before.
Does that mean that perception is subjective?
Yes, human perception is subjective.
That is why we invented science,
To try to stand back from all of the phenomena we observe,
And try to set up some rules about how things work
In a laboratory setting,
And creation is willing to play along
Up to a point,
But you can't isolate creation from creation
Without affecting its nature because
Everything in creation is entangled with everything else.
Some things more than others.
I once used the example of a block of concrete
In a construction site VS a riverstone.
And I used that example because I have experience with both.
When I was journeying once with the mushroom
I found myself relating to a riverstone.
The riverstone and I were relating to each other.
That is to say, the river stone was aware of me.
How is this possible?
I simply lack the ability to explain how it is possible!
The mushroom sensitized me
So the stone was able to reveal its
Own kind of awareness to me.
A block of concrete, on the other hand,
Is somewhat removed energetically
From the vitality of creation.
One time I dreamed that my father and I were scuba diving in a swamp.
He dove first and was under for a long time.
When he surfaced he removed his mask and said,
"There is more concrete down there than in New York City".
It was soon after that dream that I started carving
A series of 16 "sidewalk sculptures"
From fragments of sidewalks that I wrestled out of various landfills.
The whole time I was carving
I was imagining myself trying to escape a high-security prison
By scraping at a 3 foot thick wall with a spoon.
Creating those sculptures was liberating for me
But a secondary result was
That I sensed that each sculpture,
Some of them quite simple,
Was no longer inert, nondescript and sterile
But alive and in creation in a way that it wasn't
When it was in the landfill.
That was my perception.
You can argue with me
That nothing about the material I used was "energetically" transformed
But I know otherwise
And furthermore
That perception has been shared by others
Who have seen these sidewalk sculptures.
One was stolen years ago
And eight have, I dare say, mysteriously, disappeared.
There are only seven left.
I like to think they have found their way
Into the world as living examples of concrete
That has undergone a kind of soul-retrieval.
(This is important work if we consider
That concrete production worldwide
Consumes 16.5 billion cubic meters of water globally a year.
That confirms what my father reported in my dream
When he dove into the swamp,
That there was "more concrete down there than in New York City.")
I have learned to trust my experience.
I think it was the mushroom that taught me,
In an initiatory way, to trust my perception,
Just as I learned to trust my conscience many years ago
To avoid the draft.
When we perceive via the heart
That is a very different kind of perception
Than when we perceive via the head.
I have written about heart entrainment
(Ten years ago that was a new idea. Now you can google it.).
Let's return to the question of Who are our ancestors?
Ancestor means "fore-goer". One who goes before.
I like that, because it isn't just who "comes" before
But who "goes" before.
That fits my notion of who our ancestors are.
They not only precede us, but they go before us.
In other words they guide us.
Time is not linear except as we are conditioned to experience it.
Just as creation is a field, and energy is a field,
So is time.
We live our lives in a time-field.
I like putting it this way:
The past is the "past", because there is more past in the past
Than future.
And future is future because
There is more future in the future than there is past,
But time is multidimensional and fluid.
So, our ancestors, who are tapped into this time-continuum
(That is a field of elements of past and present and future)
Are also tapped into a knowledge-field
And a wisdom-field that is kind of the cumulative reservoir
Of all lived experience.
Jung was coming close to this idea
When he introduced us to the Collective Unconscious,
But ancestral wisdom is more than that
Because it isn't just psychic,
It is also nature, and it is
The living planet.
And now we should talk about love.
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- What I mean by the "knowledge field" or "wisdom field":
When you dream about a hawk or a waterfall or a mountain
There is something in us that already knows what that means.
(i.e., Hawk embodies the medicine of seeing clearly, intuition, freedom, resilience, rising above, Waterfall embodies cleansing, continuous flow of life and energy, transitioning from a higher to a lower or more stable place, and mountain signifies spiritual questing / attainment, connection between heaven and earth, cosmic axis. . .)
But, it is the height of hubris to think that we need to know anything about psychology or symbolism or archetypes
To benefit from our dreams. It helps to know something about archetypes
To unpack the meaning of a dream,
But, long before Jung, going back tens of thousands of years,
People understood dreams as a spirit-reality that we enter into in sleep.
This is not because they were naive or primitive,
It is because they were tapped into Creation.
Now that I have practiced shamanism for 20 years
I accept, as an empirically based foundational given,
That spiritual realities are not our creation,
But that, with the proper attitude (of the initiate) ,
We can journey into, virtually, infinite other realities
Where we can interact with spirits and souls and, if we are lucky
Find out what we need to know to live a little or a lot longer.
That is why I prefer "knowledge field" and "wisdom field" to the "collective unconscious".??
Or using the "unconscious" at all.
Again, symbolic literacy is not necessarily learned.
Some of my most powerful and influential big dreams
Came when I was very young, some 15 years before I became aware of Jung.
I didn't need an analyst to tell me what they meant.
In fact, we have arrived at a critical point in the evolution of consciousness
When we need to unlearn certain assumptions that have served
To isolate us from the rest of nature and the world.
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