Diary: Do I Deserve Your Love And Kindness?

I am in complete depression. It is really a bolt from the blue for me when I read comments on last diary. One commentator has declared me terrorist. He asked question as who are terrorists? The anwser of this question is all those people are terrorists, who are breaking the law whether they are living in Bajaur Agency, tribal areas situated on Pak-Afghan border or the United States.

Believe me in my whole life I never committed a crime. Just check the records of all police stations of Pakistan for finiding a case against me. Though I am not pure person, but at least I am not a criminal.

When I started a campaign against terrorism in my areas, terrorists created a lot of problems for me. I was ruined financially. There was time when I was unable to provide even food to my children. The people have declared me agent of the United States.

Now my elder son is seriously ill and I am in state of depression, but still I have been contributing somethings to media to remove misunderstanding in the world. The present war on terror is being fought due to misunderstanding. This misunderstanding has been created by terrorists.

I need your love, sympathies and kindness. Using wrong words about a person sometime resulted into great pain and depression. Despite all these odds I will continue the writing. Dear Rob Kall thank you very much for providing me the opportunity to express my feelings.
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