The people in my areas have been watching my contacts with the US officials with great interest. They were also expecting that the US may give good treatment to me. Later the officials after grilling told me that the decision about your role in war on terror will be decided in Washington. They have given another date for the meeting. At that time I was in financial trouble, but I have taken a loan from friend for bearing the expenses of my visit to Islamabad. But it was bolt from the blue for me when I reached the US Embassy I was told that the persons, who gave me time were not present. This was my impression that the US citizens never speak lies as after all they are the most civilized people in the world.
Then I started writing in OpEdnews.com in which I have tried my best to bring truth the fore. Every morning I leave my bed with the hope that I will receive a positive response from the US, but everyone morning I get disappointment
Now terrorists have almost taken control of Bajaur Agency, tribal areas situated on Pak-Afghan border. Now they are making my fun. My only mistake is that I have attached expectation with the US administration. Now a change in my feeling is occurring. Now I have been losing the hope. One thing has become clear that Bush has launched war on terror for creating more terrorism. Now at least I have no expectation from him and his administration. Was I wrong in my assumption that war on terror is really fought for controlling terrorism? What do you think?