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My dear friends,
As usual I shall begin my message with my good wishes for all of you. Actually this is our culture that we start conversation with salaam. Salaam means I am wishing peace and happiness for you. I shall be making a pledge that I shall never harm you. We shall always live like good friends. Now you all are the part of my life as I have engaged you in my life. Actually today the pain of Fatima has increased as she attended the last rituals of two my relatives, who died yesterday. Fatima is in Bajaur Agency, my hometown and I am in Peshawar. Now this is my desire to fly to Bajaur Agency to take the pain of Fatima in my own heart. Actually I have been feeling her pain and this is the reason that I have also been feeling pain in the chest. At the moment I have been using some pain killer medicines.
Today when I have established contact with Fatima on phone she informed that Pakistan Army has again intensified shelling some parts of Bajaur Agency. Today jet fighters and gunship helicopters are being used for shelling the militants positions. According to Fatima, a shell hit a house in which a mother was killed. The killing of mother has sadden many in the areas, but actually this pain has also reached to the chest of Fatima and she also collapsed after hearing about the death of a mother. In another incident a mother was killed by terrorists. This is painful to note that both the terrorists and security forces have been targeting the innocent people.
Now Fatima cannot stand on her feet as she told me on phone. According to her, her pain is increasing. I am still unclear as what I should do now. This is really a difficult time for me. But you know that I am a optimist and always hope for the best despite the fact I have been living in the worst. Something good will occur. Someone will hear the voice of my heart. Someone will feel the pain of my heart.
Actually I just want to tell you that war is horrible and bad thing. Therefore, I shall request all of you to please raise you voice for peace as now peace is must for the survival of my Fatima and whole world. Fatima has told me on phone to convey her message of peace to the whole world. She think that she can die, but she will always be praying for the peace and happiness for all my friends.
What can you do for the peace? Actually I want to sell myself for purchasing the peace for myself and my family. I want to sell myself just for giving food to my hungry children. I do not know whether someone will offer a price for me or not. Actually at the most cheap thing in this world is human being. Everything has a price, but the human being has no price. I just want to put myself for sale. Can someone purchase me? I think I have also some positive qualities and can serve my masters very well. I want to sell myself and become a slave just for my wife and my children. Can someone offer a price? I know I have no price as at the moment I am mad. No one will be ready to purchase a mad person.
This is my belief that I shall be able to win the peace. This is my belief that God the Great will help me in my struggle for peace. This is my belief that God the Great will help me in my struggle for winning human rights for myself, my wife, my children and whole world. At the moment we are not being considered as human beings. This is really regrettable to note that innocent people are being targeted in the operation against terrorists. This is regrettable to note that innocent people are dying of hunger and other related problems, but the world has been giving both money and support to terrorists. Anyhow I shall always be praying for your peace and happiness.
Love and blessing
Yours friend
Muhammad Khurshid
