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I have indeed given thought to it, sometime in the future, and NO, this is not an "online suicide threat, or note".
But sometime in the future, not NOW, again, of course[as I have a blind elderly-diabetic dog named CASPER O'MOORE, MY BELOVED BOYO,to take care of, and, TOO,Ihave numerous elderly relatives,friends,etcetera, that still need my time and care], and I just don't know when that will be, ... but will not, perhaps{and I am just asking this, as an admittedly confess$ed, critical THINKER, unlike the CORPORATE "NEWS$" media's$ phony, PROPAGANDA-S$PEWING, DAMNED THINKERS$$!],will not,PERHAPS,suicide, be preferable, to living any further under this daily, fas$cistic state[and it is indeed a daily HELL, to a mentally and physicallyill American CITIZEN, under the hateful YOKE of its$ CONTINUING RIGHTIS$T RULE, including Obama, and its -Corporate-Rightis$t "thinkers$," and Opinion Leaders$$$], that might indeed, by THEN, would not that act of suicide, then release me, from at least the 'exis$tence" of this daily HELL, in today's, and i would guess, the "future," in "America," Incorporated(may god Love and protect that former louisiana fisherman who recently chose suicide, whom, no, i do not believe that that poor lad's "Soul," spirit, or whatever be now in any "Hell," and if there is simply 'nothing" after this "life" as uncle-father Michael Dennis MALLOY and the Atheists claim, then that too, would mean hat that now deceased fisherman, is NOT in any "HELL,' either[which could be a long, long time into the future, or yes, the "future" under this continuing, fas$cis$tic Rule and Regime]) and again, this is not a 'current threat or suicide note' on my part, I DO WANT to go on living, and I think that lall humans and also "Republicans$-Libertarians$, $Such RIGHTISTS$, that you all too, should go on living, but would not even the CHRISTIAN[etcetera] "HELL," might it not be preferable, parhaps even more honest and"honorable," in its own way, than is$ today's$ America, post that TWICE, NOT ELECTED REGIME, of GW BUS$H, and DICH CHENEY?!
For the"Pos$t"[but NOT REALLY! BUS$H-CHENEY and THE BP etcetera, RIGHTISTS$ and CORPORATISTS$,m are still FULLY and FAS$CISTICALLY, IN CHARGE, and NOT, "Pres$ident," ...OBAMA!] GW BUS$H "America," is NO LONGER that, at all, I dare say, any longer(* we are all living in a corporatis$tic, fascistic state, once known as the "Democratic-Constitutional republic" of "America," that's a fact, that has been a FACT, in this nation-state since at least the date of December 12th, 2000
A.D., when an incredibly Napoleonic, and unqualified, and unelected man was allowed to seize and steal the office of the presidency[he did so, again, on November 2, 2004] by the acts of five U.S.$. "S$upreme Court" Jus$tices, acting quite IMPEACHABLY, and FASCIS$TICALLY, in the case of BUS$H v. GORE, followed by the $Somehow allowed for hours$ September 11th, 2001 A.D. Attacks$$$$$, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera!!), and NOT right now(* and all of us as "Liberals," progressives, TRUE Democrats, and HONORABLE, thoughtful, i.e. TRUE AMERICANS of all parties may be faced, sooner than we think, with such a "Life or death" matter of whether to "simply go on"[and that IS MY CURRENT CHOICE, to do that, have no worries gentle readers[and "not so gentle readers$ and "thinkers$," you may all go and ---Your S$ELVES$ as the PHONY S$HEEPLE and "American" "CITIZENS$," that YEE ALL TRULY, BE!] of simply to "off ourselves," to put it politely, under today's FASCIS$TIC and CORPORATIS$TIC{and yes$ it doth remain so under the PHONY ad campaign ACTOR, "Pres$ident" Barack OBAMA, ... i do fully concur on that, though obama doth remain to me, far, far SANER, on even his worst day, than ANY, and I mean, ANY of the REPUBLICANSS$ and LIBERTARIANS$ and TEA-BAGGERS$[etcetera] RIGHTIS$T REPUBLICAN "PRES$IDENTS," going back to, though perhaps not to include, dwight david EISENHOWER, on their "BES$T" DAYS$, for this Nation-State, now known accurately, as$ "America, Incorporated").
I just wanted to get that-those thoughts out there, that, i am CERTAIN, that such "thoughts$"{and please do not GIVE IN TO SUCH THOUGHTS, if you are indeed, feeling such. for an hones$tly MISERABLE "little bas$tard" like me, though, after my other familial and other obligations$ are gone, perhaps that is a GOOD IDEA, i just don't know, any longer] have affected countless others, in today's, "AMERICA," Incorporated," pos$t the TWICE NOT ELECTED ONE, in HIS$(for it was certainly NOT the will of the American PEOPLE, his 8 long years$ in office, from january 2oth, 2001, to January 20th, 2009) YEARS$ IN OFFICE, NAMED GEORGE WALKER, BUS$$$$$$$H.
Thank You.


