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Is It Time For Me To Leave This World?

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Now, I think, the time is over as I cannot bear both my body and heart pain any longer. Living in stress and depression for a long time has badly affected my health condition, therefore, I am seriously considering the option to leave this world, which has been converted into a hell by rulers.

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I have tried my best to save myself, my wife, my children and my area from violence, but I have failed in my bid. Now my hometown Bajaur Agency has been converted into a battleground where jet fighters and gunship helicopters have been bombing the targets daily. It is not yet clear as who are their targets.

 

But I am still confused how to make exit. If I commit suicide it will be a big sin, therefore, this is my desire to be killed by shell fired from helicopter or gunship. If I am made target by terrorists I will have no regret. My only concern is my wife and children. What they will do after my death? I do not know.

 

I want to present my thanks and gratitude to one of my greatest friends Jan for her kindness and love. There will be no exaggeration if I state here that she has saved me from total collapse. Thank you very much dearest Jan. I am also grateful to Mr. Rob for his support to my cause, which is peace. Thank Mr. Rob for the support. At the end I want to thank all members of OpEdNews.

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Muhammad Khurshid, a resident of Bajaur Agency, tribal areas situated on Pak-Afghan border is journalist by profession. He contributes articles and news stories to various online and print newspapers. His subject matter is terrorism. He is also (more...)
 

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Who among us... by Daniel Geery on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 9:15:43 AM
Thank you very much by Muhammad Khurshid on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 10:36:15 AM
Just hang in a little longer by Rob Kall on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 10:28:38 AM
Thank you very Mr. Rob Kall by Muhammad Khurshid on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 10:44:23 AM
Courage by Jan Baumgartner on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 12:49:42 PM
Reaching out by Meryl Ann Butler on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 1:27:24 PM
Dear Mr. Khurshid by mikel paul on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 2:15:48 PM
Muhammad by Mark Sashine on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 7:35:35 PM
Muhammad, YOU STAY ALIVE! by boomerang on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 9:31:54 PM
Please stay by Aurora on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 10:51:41 PM
Hell FEELS like it lasts forever but.... by Kathryn Smith on Wednesday, Aug 20, 2008 at 11:16:07 PM
Accept tears in gratitude by Muhammad Khurshid on Thursday, Aug 21, 2008 at 12:55:59 AM
Allahumma antas-salaam by Nemo on Thursday, Aug 21, 2008 at 1:45:58 AM
Your child's eyes by Mr M on Thursday, Aug 21, 2008 at 12:17:23 PM